Button Ur Lips---Coz U too are goin to feel Mixed emotions..!!
I was once meeting a female friend of mine who was going through a rough patch in her relationship.Like all good relationships this one too had plenty of misunderstandings. Here she was sitting with me in a popular Cafe House in Jor-bagh, Delhi; emotionally explaining to me the turn of events in her relationship.With watery eyes she was reading out her feelings about the guy whom she loved- straight from the heart. I felt sorry about whatever was happening to her.All i could do was listen, sipping the warm coffee that we had ordered.There was nothing I could offer her than to comfort her with soft spoken words. I actually felt it weird.jumping into other peoples lives and design or modify it your way.But, her brief sobbing every now and then was just telling me that she was desperately in need of help- looking for someone to hand over her a magical solution.Moved by her emotional spill I decided to assuage her.Told her that like everybody else it is a genuine thing and the necessity to remain calm when trouble knocks.She listened to every word I said, as if mentally recording it.Her eyes set straight onto mine. I could slowly see her wet cheeks dry, hope in her eyes and a sly smile on her lips.It was as if I had jolted her wid my words.Truthfully, I just hoped that the rough phase gets over and everything falls back on track...On seeing her calm and composed I decided to shift her attention towards something else.I actually din't know what but I just spoke about myself, The places I had visited, The new things I had done, My latest hobbies , music and my adventurous plans. It was a healthy conversation I had after a long long time.She was now quiet and stable.I looked at my watch -9:30 it showed. I thought it was time to wind up the conversation for the day and get back home.I knew the conversation would never finish, but somehow I had to put a full stop.I smartly made a call to one of my frens and said that I would be late today.She sat there completely numb, not noticing the call i had made.She seemed lost somewhere.I then interrupted,"Varsha , I think its getting late", Whats the time she said , 9:35 I replied.She looked at me as if trying to say something, perhaps wanting me to stay on a little longer. "Ok lets move", she said.We picked up our stuffs and moved for our homes.
A few days later I got a call from her that everything was now fixed and that she was now enjoying a smooth ride. She also told me that she was going for a weeks holidays to pondicherry. I was extremely happy to know about all this.The feeling of healing a friend and being of some help made me feel good about myself.Two weeks passed , the Durga Puja festival had started. I again received a call, I don't precisely remember the day, she was all excited speaking to me about her holiday trip and how how perfect it had been. She also thanked me for having suggested her that place..I had explained to her about my recent visit there and what all things she should look out for...I was doubly happy....A few days later on the day of dussahera, My phone rang- her name flashing on the screen--I was smiling and relishing everything that she had said,I then answered it wid a warm hello and greeted her wid HAPPY DUSSAHERA.She quickly returned it back to me. She then said - " Can we talk for a while". Ahh Yess", I said in an affirmative tone moving to an isolated corner in my room.I said," Yeah tell me now". She said "Im ending my relation this time. I was awestruck, speechless on hearing this.I asked "why,What happened NOW?-give me a reason,", I said...she remained silent for a moment and said-" You taught me nt to ask reasons in relationships".she then murmured- "I Like U" and cut the call off.I was dumbstruck. I was left thinking- What has happened to her, on this auspicious day she was doing some evil."Holy Shit", I cried and began dialing her number but she always hung up her phone without answering.After all the repeated attempts failed I quickly text-ed her a message which read-" Ure lucky if u call before 12.Not so Lucky after that."
" Excue me sir"---she squeaked..."the signature on the cheque doesn match"...The entire aroma thing went out off my lungs...I pulled back the cheque and looked at it... i was choked..I coughed out chunks of air...:!! I was totally unaware that such a thing cud happen...goin by the turn of events tht took place a couple of days ago...(The forceful romance)..I felt as if the world had come to a stand still..and tht fate had made me spin around..doin the act of the most famous indian tele hero-Shaktimaan.I stood there blank..then smilingly enquired again to the lady whu by thn must be thinking - Luk at him staring at the cheque as if trying to sniff something,- mam..Well in this case what is to be done...?" She looked at me, the pretentious smile all gone from her face..."Sir.. Well pls take a seat at the reception somebody will come to assist you"...I put tht unlucky thing back in my pocket...this time at the one at the back side of my trouser..thinking--- "This is your place u scrambled piece of shit...U dnt deserve to rest on my chest..".I quietly made my way to the sofa back again...everything magnificient about the bank seemed to fade away in darkness...I sat there wid a grumpled look..which intensified on seeing the lady carry her bag with tht unlucky kissing coin...all its bad luck of being minted into a coin transferred into me..."CHILLAR SALA." I murmured.